28 Days

Well it was sure to happen. Today was the day. Out of the entire 9 months I lasted this long. And today the breakdown came. I bawled over everything. Beckham pushed every button he could. I ended up spanking him and then ended up locking him in his room. I was ready to run away from home. Hearing "I can't" and "No" and "I don't want to". After putting up with so much I have been exhausted. Today I was pushed to the limit. I just couldn't take one more moment. I am no longer so excited to get Axel out. I think that Beckham is going to have an even harder time minding at that time. I am not sure I am going to have the strength to deal with it. I am ready to go back to work....